This morning, I almost got a HEART ATTACK from my mum!
She called out my name so loudly and i thought that i was late for work!

Cant believe,my daily routine of squeezing MRT trains is BACK AGAIN!
GOD! sometimes i wish Singapore has broader trains to accomodate all the tsk tsk Singaporeans. Welll Squeezing is part of the tradition in MRT trains. Sighs...

Today was our first training day, Uniforms were given to us =)
Finally i feel some sense of belonging! haha
Somemore the colour of Polo Shirt is BLACK!!!!! A!!!!!




Very happy with the Polo Shirt! =)



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Believe it or not!
We sat for SIX FULL TRIPS! ONE TRIP = ONE HOUR!!
Without the commentary, we are already so tired.
Cant imagine if we start talking....continously from morning to evening
Both of us were attached with a experienced Tainer. He was very nice and funny!
But soon we got really really very sleepy during the trips.
Because we kept on hearing the same commentary and the same jokes. =P I
kept dozing off and somemore it was raining! GOD! nice weather to sleep!

After work, both of us met Pooja and went Bussorah Street at Kampong Glam! =)
Working at DuckTours is good, can get to learn a lot of history, street smarts and General Knowledge.

Luckily, Nisa reserved a table at Amirah's Grill because the whole place was filling with Muslims who wants to break their fast there. I seldom see this place so packed with Youngsters and families. Very nice atmosphere!




Birthday Girl and Pooja!





GOD! I know im crazy but i miss the Mango and Lemon Juice here!
haha! We were joking that the drinks was spiked because i became SUPER DAMN FREAKING HIGH after drinking the juices!



And Azlina dropped by to see us, too bad she had another gathering with her Secondary School at the other Cafe.



Mixed Kebabs and Rice!

Shachin that LATE MONKEY! We waited for him for 2 HOURS! tsk tsk!
The Four of us almost shooked the WHOLE restuarant down with our laughter!!!
We were making fun of each other! F-iing FUNNY LAR!
GOD i haven laughed so contentedly after Parvin's Sent off! hahahaha

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Everyone has their own way of living life.
We cant stop anyone from doing things they enjoy.
We are definitely not in position to comment someone because we arent that good or innocent.
Concrete advices are appreciated if you put it in a nice way.

We cant make everyone listen to one's command.
There is give and take.
If you take too much now, soon or later you will have to pay back.
"What goes around, comes back round"

Ohhh ohhh dont be so agitated yet.
Because if you are then something is very wrong =)

Finally im starting work tomorrow. Not more rotting at home!!
Ducktours here i come! =D
But ONE PROBLEM! i have to wake up damn early everyday! PERRA!
Its has become a habit of sleeping in the wee hours! tsk tsk

haha the drama is really killing me! PERRA-ING nice!

Baking time!!!
Peach crumble cake and Apple crumble cake
Why i called it "crumble" cake?
because crumbs will be left behind or drop everywhere when you eat it.
haha!!



I baked Peach flavour first. its less "crunchy" on the side.
Fluffy and creamy....



Next, I baked Green Apple flavour.
My mum suggested to bake it longer so there is "crunchy" side.
haha!
thats why you will see SAME CAKE and DIFFERENT COLOURS AND FLAVOURS!!

I LOVE THE PEACH FLAVOUR!


Dont worry! its NOT BURNT!


GREAT im ready to put it in Ms-rapasticceria! =)
Tasting session tomorrow...

what happen if you know that you have one day left?

will you tell someone that you had a crush on him/her?
will you spend the whole day with your family?
will you spend the whole day doing things you love?
will you start crying and beg God not to take your life away?

I always have constant split headache.
And is getting worse.
Well i guess i've been thinking too much.
Something is wrong inside my head!
or is it lack of sleep? haha!

well i will grieve first, then spend the whole day with my family and do things i love.
and if i have a crush i will tell that person.

i'vecertainlywastedquitealotoftimeinmylife,thinkingallthoseuncessary
andunanswerablequestions.
wheneverimetthesamemistake,iwouldgrievedandcried.
thenmyheartwillmumbledtome,tolearnmylesson.
itoldmyheartthatiwilllearnmylessonandwillnotrepeatthesamemistake.
BUTFUCK!
thenagainimetthesamemistakeoverandoveragain!
thisfeelingissoshitty!
itriedtogetnewlife.itriedtomoveon
ievengotmyselfnotlikingguys!LIKEWTF!
ievenaskedmyselfdoihavetoresorttothisway.
partofmeisdyingyetimstillholdingcauseidonttofallsoeasily.
wheneveritrytoforget,thesamethingwillcomebacktohauntme.
ilookedsofuckingpatheticandcoward.
whycantijustgetafuckingnewlife.
nowimtypingoutmyfeelings
feelingsonakedaboutmyself.
imtryingtoplanwhattodoforwednesday.
planninghowtolivemylifehappily
iclosedmyeyesisawdimlight
iwalkedandwalked iwanttoreachthatlight
butsomehowthelightkeptmovingbackwards.
andnowimstillthinking

I slept at 4am yesterday! Nice drama indeed! ILOVETHESHOW!!!! America shows always have nice and good storyline!

Back to main point, I made some Cream Puffs today! It sucks when the result isnt what you want! My cream puffs look so hard, isnt puffy at all! TSK TSK! But taste alright! need more improvements on this!



Chocolate Cream Puffs







I went Hougang Mall for a market reasearch on the prices of the baking ingredients.
I look like a Mystery Shopper! Jotting down the names of the ingredients and prices frantically! haha!!!! Totally sooo OFF looking!

Without any considerations, i went to get my Nike Lanyard!

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Fuck! It feels so weird!
Horoscope was so damn accurate!!!!!
Anyway my current situation is fucking me upside down!
HUMANS! i dont understand! Fuck im also a human!
I dont know why but im in a fucking bad temper now!

And this is the first time im scolding so many "fuck" in a single post!
The one thing i want to do now is SCREAM MY LUNGS OUT!
I need ice water now! Fuck!

"There are white lies, black lies and many shades of grey lies.
Some lies are justify. Some lies tell us about kindness.
Some lies preserves our dignity. Some lies spare pain.
EVERYONE TELL LIES"

No one is innocent. Whatever done is done.

Met Meng Hwee aka A girl at Compass Point library!
Lucky i sent her message because she was still sleeping when i sms-ed her.



I almost got a HEART ATTACK in the bus!
I realised that my handphone wasnt with me when i board the bus! I panicked like an ant!
Damn i alighted at the next bus stop and dashed home!
I reached home and saw my handphone on the LIVING ROOM TABLE!


I was browsing through new recipes for my web cakeshop.
Oh i found new one! CREAM PUFFS!!!!!!
Making them tomorrow!

We had Starbucks and Mexican Salsa Tuna Puff! Yummmy Yummy! haha









A girl and I spent AN HOUR at the BEST! She wants a MP4 and couldnt decide whether to purchase! Creative X-Fi 8GB at $229! not bad lay.... sleek and nice! BLACK somemore!
I want a lanyard! Nike one very nice at $10.90!!!!! haha! TEMPTATION SIA!

A Girl was so nice! she accompany and walked to my house before she left to Hougang Point to meet her friends!

Woooooo she also "invented" new A greeting! haha!
only those who watch "We got married" will know!

Only had FIVE hours of sleep yesterday!
Brainstormed ideas and concepts for my Online Cake Shop.

Yup Im opening an Online Cake Shop soooon....
Website name will be published on my personal blog
I realised NYP made a good choice to let Business Students study "Entrepreneurship".

Putting that aside, being a "tourist" is not easy at all!
BELIEVE IT OR NOT!
I took 2 HIPPO City Tour and 3 HIPPO Heritage Tour! and i feel like vomiting!
Cant imagine when i start work! damn....

Thanks to Nisa's friend working over there, we are able to get on to the rides.

Tml is Monday! Good day to go library cos almost everyone are either in school or work! =)
Good for someone who is on HOLIDAY! hahaha

Someone came to our house today to install the MIO tv!
Its white colour ehh! damn chio (hokkien word for pretty) right?!




I baked Apple Crumble Cake and Muffins today! damn tired!
Lucky i got my sister to help me! hahaha!

Im thinking of opening an ONLINE CAKE SHOP?

WHAT DO YOU THINK? WHAT DO YOU THINK? =D
Suggestions anyone?




It has been a looooonnnngg time since i had family outing with my parents!
Today was a special and fun day for me!
My dad was in a SUPER GOOD MOOD
He suggested to go ChinaTown because Mooncake Festival is coming.
He also wants to treat me dinner before i start work! haha

THANK YOU DAD! I LOVE YOU!

Look at that plate of fish head! $13 ONLY!

And im CERTAIN that i want NOKIA E71!!!!!

Second Assessment! Im kinda SICK of SUNTEC CITY already!
Its only the BEGINNING and im whining already!
The underground walk from City Hall Mrt station to Suntec City is SUPER DREADFUL!

As usual, we walked to Tower Two where the DuckTours office is located.
This job isnt EASY! Just solely the assessment can already kill me!

After the assessment, the in-charge took us and let us to have a ride on one of the HIPPOS.
And here we are on the TOPLESS BUS!

I totally behaved like a TOURIST! DAMN!
Lucky there werent many tourist! only one Nigeria family on vacation.


Thats how the second deck looks like!



Happily waiting for the Journey to start!


Singapore International Convention and Exbition centre




Raffles Hotel - They only have SUITES in the hotel!
Its around $1000 plus per NIGHT!

Been reminded by my parents that someone from Singtel is coming our house to install MIO TV!
My dad signed a new plan. Internet, Home phone line and HP line for around $50 plus?

So Singtel been Sooooo kind they were having promotion for MIO TV. Thus we were given 3 months FREE to watch drama-s beside those from Mediacorps.

Im expecting some new entertainments =)

Promises have no guarantee. Anyone can make and break promise.
I won't make promises so don't make any promises to me.
When I think about it, if everyone fulfill all the promises they made.
Then there wont be this word call "D-I-S-A-P-P-O-I-N-M-E-N-T"

so everyone, continue to make and break promises!

woke up at 12.30PM today! Hit my own sleeping records.
I know some of my friends sleep until VERY late at night and wake up SUPER late in the afternoon!

*Ahem Ahem* But this is the first time i woke up so late!
If i sleep less than 8 hours i will get headache
If i sleep more than 8 hours i will get headache
WHAT THE FUCK!

I skipped breakfast and ate my lunch! Leftover chicken curry and plain rice with a cup of coffee.
What a combination! I need coffee EVERYDAY its like drugs.

I was alone at home! Best time to BLAST music from my laptop and start cleaning my beautiful orange room!

• Changed my bedsheets
• Clean my closet
• Arranged my drawer
• Wiped my furnitures

While i was cleaning my room! I got a sudden urge of DASHING to DAISO to get nice BOXES!
you know EVERYTHING $2! I can spend like hours there!
You can find almost EVERYTHING there! Anyone wants to go DAISO? =D

then i took a picture of the photo frame that is on the side-table beside my bed.
Ooops LOVER's face is covered. Sigh.... How nostalgic

Second assessment tomorrow! I feel so lethargic looking at these "prayers".
Wish i got super-sonic image capturing brain!


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Do male and female have different opinions on the same issues?



she dislike him for making her this way but she hate herself even more.
She doubt guys' words nowadays.
Maybe she was too foolish and stupid back then

Now she feels better
But no conversation was made then

better to be strangers huh?
no choice but she thinks so too

haha! im super free!
Changed Blogskins in two straight days.
Once i start changing i will never stop!
hopefully this is the last time. =D

Suddenly i felt productive! hahahaha....

I cant sit still at home. Yesterday night, i was thinking what to do then i decided to
cook Spaghetti and bake Chocolate Muffins. =)

It was tiring doing baking and cooking alone. Why?
Because my Mum and Sister are crazy, these few days they have been sitting at the living room watching the Taiwanese Drama from morning till late afternoon!

But never mind! Im damn satisfied with myself.
GOD! i think im slowly becoming a young housewife. tsktsk!

Before Baking
My parents bought this HUGE oven quite some time ago. Since then i've been searching all sort of receipes including cake, cookies and even chicken!

Oven makes everything goes round! haha!

thats him! Darin Zanyar born in June 2,1987 (21 years old). A pop singer from Sweden. He is of Kurdish descent.

I am tooo FREE! I browsed Blogskins.com randomly. Then this particular Blogskin caught my attention.

So i told myself "why not"

Viola! It took me an hour! tsk tsk!

Today was the assessment for the HIPPO City Tour.
I cant believe i memorized FIVE pages of script. Look more like prayer book than script to me.
Everyday, i mumbled "prayer" to myself.

I was very nervous during the assessment, i spoke like bullet train at the beginning of the script.
The person even asked if i was BREATHING! haha! Of course I am!
Most funny thing is that i cant pronounce "Independent" properly.

Someone didnt memorise the script so we sat outside Starbucks beside Suntec Tower Two.
Im so proud of myself slacking there! Lol! I got myself a Grande Java Chips and continuing to read my script. The weather and coffee was just perfect! =)

We have to come back on Friday for the final assessment. The lady told me to memorise another new script. WHAT THE HELL! That Heritage Tour has EIGHT PAGES! and the FONT is so small! VERY GOOOODDDDD!!!!!

I just feel like sleeping when i see the new script. Well we have to go through all this torture before we can get our fruits aka MONEY! haha!

My shopping list is getting longer and longer but my money isnt coming in at all. Sighss....



This girl on the other side of the mirror
she said you understand that things isnt going to go well and yet you choose to move ahead.
you can only blame yourself since things turned out this way.

It was a cool morning, I had to send my close and best friend, Toh Jing Ying off at the Airport.
For the first time, the walk to her house was dreadful.

Her dad was nice to send Meng Hwee, Lover, I together with her family to the Airport. We had breakfast together at the staff canteen.

SHE! Hmph! Going to Vietnam for 4 months.

Dont worry Dear. I wont dwell the same thing over and over again. I will stay strong.

I will update you everything through email. Once you got your internet connection, We can have webcam sessions! Maybe we have countdown Christmas and New Year' 09 together using Webcam!

I will be counting to 24 January 2009 =)

She, her over-weight Luaggages and the look alike LV bag. lol

Dear and Me

Her smile will STAY THE SAME for every photo.

Meng Hwee and Dear

One group photo before she checks in.

Wonder why we are showing the "A" sign ?

We got the "We got Married" illness. haha.

Within my heart, I kept telling myself not to cry because its only 4 months. She will be back soon before CNY 2009. In the end, I failed when I saw one her friend starting crying.

I cried three times. Big drop of tears just kept flowing down like rain. Finally, it was time for her to check in. She waved us goodbye through the clear glass and there she goes, i watched her walking in near and near to the Transit Area.

After that i received a sms from her, upon reading the sms. I really couldnt hold my tears.

What touches me was Meng Hwee sent a sms to me. Yes she look cool but expect the unexpected things from her.

After my family, these girls are second to me.
It was an emotional day for me.