Something is stuck
in my mind
in my throat
in my heart
in my eyes

it seems like there is thousand unsolved questions i need to find an answer for it.

It was suppose to be a short trip to exchange my Giordano black pants at Compass Point!
In the end, I ended up at Plaza Singapura in T-Shirt and FBT shorts! Tsk tsk!

Because LOVER was so inpromtu! She suggested to go DAISO at PS! Because she needs to get some stuffs for her upcoming Vietnam trip.

Taking train to Dhoby Ghaut was so EMBARRASSING, needless to say shopping at PS! haha
But you know, Tshirt and shorts with slippers are the most comfortable! haha!!

I hate to say but im sending my GirlFriend off tomorrow.
Im very sad!
You guys must be thinking "come on its just only half a year. She will come back."
Thats not the point! Very funny. why do i have to explain.

=( F! i dont want to think about it!


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I neglected a bunch very close friend whom i knew during Secondary One and stick with a new group of friends whom i considered closer to me.
I know we had good times together but we werent good enough for the bad times.

There were so much comparation those days. comparing who has the most friends and who was the most popular. Everyone wants to be in the limelight.

But so what... its was all temporarily.

Im feeeling super moody these few days!
I know she is only leaving for attachment for 6 months = Half a year!

Her flight always been postpone and postpone.
This time, her flight is really CONFIRMED!
Fuck! Im only posting an entry and my eyes are already TEARY~

Im starting to miss her face
Im starting to miss her laughter
Im starting to miss everything!

I think i neeed to prepare lots of tissue tomorrow! maybe a handkerchief

arghhhhhhhhhh

Sorry for the little pictures because there were a lot of people in this event. It was an invitation from a friend thus picture-taking is kinda difficult as there were other guests.
Overall it was fun and high! There were even great dancers ! haha! The whole atmosphere was high after dinner. The food is nice too! haha


Im super tired! I dont know why!
Meeting LOVER
Getting some photos printed and change my stupid black pants from Giordano!

I hate to see you leave.
Im gonna cry!

Its Hollywood and Bollywood! =)

Was supposed to visit Hougang Secondary School today, because its Teacher's Day Celebration.
My last visit to ex-secondary was in 2006. I was kinda excited about it. In the end, the whole trip was FUCKING CANCELLED! Speaking about this my temper will just shoot up!



Finally i trimmed and dyed my hair. While waiting for the dye to set, i overheard two aunties gossiped and rambled their life. Sigh... i was thinking to myself if i will be like them after 20 years. Imagining myself and Don't-Know-who, gossiping and complaining each other's life in the hair salon. Tsk tsk! That will be the worst thing!



After much procrastination for the past few days, i went jogging again. I really want to BURST OUT laughing!
I saw this daughter, mum and a dog (look like those police dog but medium size).
We were all waiting to cross the traffic, opposite me was two 17plus years old guys. haha!
One of the guy saw the dog and freak out immediately! His reaction was F-ing funny.
He looked at me with embarrassment! haha LN want to laugh!


IM FREAKING HAPPY THAT NISA IS WORKING WITH ME! HAHAHA


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PS: i was freaking Dulan (for non chinese "Du-lan" means Freaking angry) today!

To that UNCLE! I-DON'T-KNOW-WHO-ARE-YOU. But from your voice you are an Indian!
You fucking called the WRONG NUMBER A LOT OF TIMES already!
You called WRONG NUMBER still dare to SCOLD KNS!
You made LB (Lin Bu) jumping around my room !!!
If im not at home, I CONFIRM PLUS CHOP CHOP SCOLD ALL THE BAD WORDS I KNOW!

You think i STUPID! Use TWO different number to call me and ask me to look after your shop!
WHAT SHOP! SHOP YOUR HEAD!

YOU CALL AGAIN! YOU CAN PREPARE YOURSELF TO SEE THE POLICE!
im serious!

Im must be CRAZY! haha I woke up at 9AM to make Sushi!

haha! I thanked Japanese Hour at Channel Newsasia! Using what i remember and saw, i made Prawn Sushi today.

Another plate of Sushi roll.

I made some extra and let Nisa try. We got StarBucks and went outside to sit! It has been a long time since i get to sit down in peace, sipping Starbucks coffee and joking with friend.

The weather was so nice that i didnt want to leave my seat!

Adding in this extra bonus, that Nisa and I saw! This CUTE AND ACTIVE BOY! haha... He smiled at us and walked over to our table. We waved at him but he gave us a POWER RANGER action haha! I guessed it was his way of greeting too! So i greeted him back using POWER RANGER action! HAHA!

I think he found playmates already. whenever he turn around and looked at us. He will do the POWER RANGER action and expect us to do the same way! and yeah we did!

I got a $33 Clutch from Forever 21 and a set of ear rings from DIVA. And im fucking Broke now.

Im going to trim my hair tomorrow and perhaps highlighting/dying my hair.
Oh dont think so much that im doing it because im going for a party.
I have always want to dye/highlight my hair, but because of my CCA. i kept dropping the idea.
But now..... IM SERIOUSLY THINKING ABOUT IT..

PS: WHY SO SERIOUS? Life isnt permanent.
Its good to let everyone have good impression on you but its fucking hard to maintain the good impression people have on you.
Dont worry about people mistaking you.
Everyone is in a masquerade.
Everyone wants to look nice! =)

ITS SOOOOO BORING!!!!

Poor Mum, she told me that whenever im having school holiday. she never fail to hear me complaining/whining to her that "IM BORED!" haha! yeah i realised that too!
In the end, i couldnt take it! i went Hougang Mall alone, to buy Seaweed so i can make sushi tomorrow. Went to the library to borrow some novels to read.

I just LOVE cooking and baking. I was rattling to my mum "lets cook Japanese Chicken Curry rice." Ermmm " i will bake cupcakes on Friday" then " i will cook Spaghetti with the chicken recipe i read in the library just now". I continue rambling and rambling while my mother was cooking. hahaha...

Yes Im going to do all those things! hahaha.

I was doing some research and i found an interesting website.
eHOW.com >>> http://www.ehow.com/how-to.html


Let me share with you something i found from the website:
HOW TO GET WHIITE TEETH:

Ingredients needed:
1 ripe strawberry
Half teaspoon of baking Soda
Water

Method:
1. Crush the strawberry into pulp and mix with the baking soda.
2.Take your toothbrush and spread the mixture onto your teeth. Wait for 5 minutes.
3. Rinse it with the water

okay im getting Strawberries and give it a try. Sounds interesting! haha

Its only the FIRST WEEK and SECOND DAY of my holiday! And im already feeling "Rotten"
Unfortunately, i woke up at freaking 10AM because my auntie called my handphone TWICE!?!?
Because my mum told her that our house phone was spolit.

The first call, i sounded very blur because i was still in a SLEEPING MODE!. haha my aunt thought that she called the wrong number.
The SECOND call! ALRIGHT ! She won! I woke up! tsktsk!

I was feeling SUPER DAMN LAZY and SLEEPY!
Kept taking naps in between hahaha...

BUT i managed to MEMORISE TWO PAGES of my script!
I feel as if im gonna take HISTORY EXAM!
well yes im! a DICTATION EXAM! tsktsk!



I realised this song is so nice

Finally, after so long. I went jogging and blasting music in my ears.
Feeling goooodddd..... =)

Suddenly i remember that Nisa and I actually walked from Marina Square to Plaza Singapura.
Its only ONE stop by MRT.
but it took us around HALF AN HOUR to walk from MS to PS!
haha cos we ate Burger King. We had DOUBLES meal!
Begin sinful, we decided to walk and burn calories. lucky the weather was nice.

And i got my dress for the Saturday! haha...

PS: Farah! i still remember the date. Dont worry i will arrange soon =)




im gonna get this phone as soon as i get my pay! wahaha

Jing Ying and Me

Jing you might want to start packing your BAGS! haha

LOVER and Me

She never fail to take photos when there is GOOD lighting!

inside Giordano's fitting room

Jing came to find us and we went to find my dress for the D&D

Damn it! i still cant find anything! Im getting worry already!

I slept at 3.30am yesterday. Im seriously addicted to the Korean Variety Show. I laughed and cried alone when i was watching the show! haha! What an idiot!

Today, my sister and I went to Hougang Point to buy ingredients to make SUSHI!
Its was my first attempt cause my whole family loves sushi, so i want to do something for them!
Marketing with sister is the best!

Make some for you to eat? =)

Minced Crabmeat with mayonnaise Sushi

Have been raining for the WHOLE DAY! Such a nice weather to sleeep lar!
Lie on bed also nice! hahahaa

i cant wait to seee my GirlFriends! We are going Arab Street to slack tomorrow! The best thing to do on SUNDAY is to relax with CRAZY & FUN girls!
photo taking time!

PS: You dont need to have A LOT of friends in your life. Its not quality that counts its the quantity! Its even USELESS to booast "Ohhh i have so many so many so many friends and who is who are my friends"

But the best part is when those people you considered them as true friends! none of them help/stay with you through your darkest period.

Im sure we are MATURE enough to know the meaning of TRUE FRIENDS who will stick with you through hardships and at the same time bring light and happiness in our life.

Anyone can give happiness but NOT anyone can stick with you through your dirty times.

Certainly, i have true friends to rely on. Not a lot but a few.
And yes i have friends too. Its not heartless to categorize friends.
Be realistic though cause who doesnt want to save their own ass first !

Consider me as your passerby if i didn't accompany you through your darkest
period.

Consider me as your entertainment if i only bring laughter to you at a
certain period of your life.

At least, i crossed and left footprints in your life. Memories are created. One day if we meet on the street, we can still wave to say hello and goodbye.

Rachel

Ytd we were still mugging for exams and now its over! I slacked the whole afternoon at home and went out to meet Nisa.

Im searching dress for a birthday party! haha Theme is Hollywood and Bollwood Night! Sounds fun lar! I cant wait but i need clothes! damn it!

Today's highlights was Terminal 3, Crazy Laughter and a Friend's Sent off.

Dear Parvin,

Take care of yourself over there! And have hell lots of fun! =) Maybe you can bring a Handsome boyfriend back! And remember bring one back for Nisa too! hahaha....

Miss you! =)

I think the BURGER KING was spiked! after eating, Nisa and I couldnt stop LAUGHING!

We laughed from one end of the terminal to another end!

THE FUNNY THING IS THAT ITS WAS THE SAME JOKE! hahahaha

I just looked so CHEEKY in every photos! With small eyes and WIde smile! haha





HAHA! look at the following picture! I look so Naughty from the back!

I want to push them REAL HARD while we took this photo! in the end i didnt! hahaha

I LOVE THIS PHOTO SO MUCH! BEST OF THE BEST!

With Pooja even worse, we were laughing at the "PUTHAR"!! hahahah!!!!! Three of us were talking in HINGISH! haha!!!! DAMN FUNNY! my jaws almost dropp!

Thank you pooja! =)

Gummi bears from Germany!