Life is a bitch
Thursday, July 31, 2008
super warm weather

Stupid me! i wore BLACK jacket to school today! i thought the weather was alright ! BUT i was wrong! tsk tsk .....

CMFI revision today! It is a tradition for NYP to have Revision lecture before our semestral exam. Students dont call it revision... we named it as TIPS FOR EXAM! hahaha....
Obviously, students will turn up for this PARTICULAR LECTURE! haha....
too bad! who doesnt want good grade...

I stop my procrastination and started on CRM! Bear with it...
after my Entrepreneurship presentation which is on this SATURDAY!!! (who the hell have school presentation on saturday, yeah im the first one!) and CRM presentation on next Monday.
I would be able to concentrate my revision!


就算世界所有的人都恨我, 我会更爱我自己


我终于看透了.
那只是一场恶梦, 没什么好伤心和流泪的.
你是只个路过人 =)

PS i had hit counter on my blog already.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR THOSE WHO VISIT MY BLOG REGULARLY .
YOU BRING LIFE TO MY BLOG! =)


Wednesday, July 30, 2008
how girls slack =)

Met my dear friend - JING YING. =)
I bluffed her that i will be late... actually i went Hougang Mall to buy KFC.
I want to surprise her with my treat for lunch but when i reached her house.
it was her mum who greeted me
and JING YING WAS BATHING! .........
I waited HALF AN HOUR FOR THAT TAI TAI.....
Her mum is damn funny! like mother like daughter haha....

LOVER came to her house too...
We were discussing where to go... that LOVER dont want watch movie... tsk tsk....
IN the end, we went NTUC to buy ingredients. I COOKED SPAGHETTI for them! =)
We went LOVER'S house to cook dinner.... haha....


My DEAR ate it before i took picture of it....
This is Cheese and Herbs Spaghetti =)

She said it nice! =)


LOVER loves tomatoes! so this is for her!
if you see properly... the spaghetti looks like a hill! haha....
She ate 80% of it!

HOKEY POKEY ice cream ..... SUPER CREAMY AND SWEET!

Im happy that it during study week. i will mug harder so i can afford to send her off at the airport. I hope her teacher will not delay the trip because i will be having exam on 15 August. I really really really want to send her......

I LOVE YOU MY BEST FRIEND!

IM GONNA START MISSING YOU SOON...



Tuesday, July 29, 2008
bitterness

Im trying to think of something to blog.... but it wont be nice blogging here.

Soon my dearest friend will leave for her attachment at Vietnam.
She wont be here for LOVER's birthday, my birthday and Meng Hwee's birthday.
Im gonna miss her so much.
just by thinking of that i can cry.
I cant imagine on that day when she fly off...

The next time i see her will be in 2009 after CNY.
Soooooo long..........

*sobs sobs*

Thank you Tengku!
For listening to me and sending me nice songs
Meet you after our exams! =)

i really want to forget you.
friends tell me that it takes time.
i shall see if its true.
im feeling weak


Monday, July 28, 2008
verge of breaking down





totally gone case!

i know there is no time for me to waste
its time to MOVE my ass! and get some real work done!

i dont noe what the fuck is wrong with me!

PS: anyone knows any nice place to chill? tag me please
starbucks is my last resort. thank you


Sunday, July 27, 2008
Mercy

Feel so good to be back on the running track....
Met LOVER and ran 2.4 km at stadium. =)
6 rounds...
Action speaks louder than words.

There are lots of things coming my way.... tsk tsk ....
Suddenly i want to have more Rachel.. haha....
Never mind... im trained to multi -task already =)

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Something to tell you if you havent realise:
i have split personality.
Someone is living within Rachel.
Now you see her, Now you dont =)
shhhhh

When she starts to differentiate what is true and fake,
she realized everything is too late.
Because the hurt has been create.


Currently, im addicted to this song


Saturday, July 26, 2008
Climbrun 2008 & Chilling with Lover

When people are still sleeping soundly in their bed.... im already in the bus on my way to school to help out in the ClimbRun 2008 - Pardon my Dust...


The whole event finished around 11am... Damn early lar! Wa piang!
Imagine after the event, the few A team members sat at the stadium and started rotting....
I was dozing off at the stadium
Lucky i put some make up if not i will look like as if im on drugs. Lol...

Had LJS with Faizal at Marina Square! The whole shopping mall was Empty! no crowds...
I took 70 home. SLEPT ALL THE WAY!

Met LOVER... Accompany her for LUNCH CUM DINNER at McDonald's..
Randomly, we walked to Hougang Mall.



My words of Motivation .....
"Your attitude detemines your altitude"

I bought this small mickey mouse White board... $1.05 ONLY! haha


I will spent my next 5 weeks with this table!

thats all folks....

Soon i will be having New neighbour! But before that!

i heard from my mum that the family is going to do renovation !! BAGUS!

Cotton buds needed...



Friday, July 25, 2008
How nice


Heard Genie in the bottle?
Now is Durian in the bottle! haha

Last 2 days, Mum brought back 2 bottles of durian from Grandma's house!
Yummmy... Creamyy......


Now i have serious craving for durian! haha!!


TAG me if you like durian too! haha!!

WE CAN GO EAT.....

Im suppose to be on my bed - SLEEPING!
Because i have to wake up at 6AM tml! tsk tsk
hardcore life...


The weather seriously making me very very very lazy!
And i should put my laptop in the storeroom or under my bed so i wont go online
and have better concentration for exam preparation.


ps: im still trying very hard to kick off that bad habit.
too bad, i wrote my memory in pen and i cant erase it off now.
it wont fade away like pencil marks do.


Thursday, July 24, 2008
Buddy's advance bd celebration


A little treat for myself all after the stupid projects, presentations and class tests.

I met up with my buddy to celebrate her birthday in advance.

Because she had attachment, we decided to have dinner at Hougang Mall - Ajisen =)


Pork Curry Ramen & Takana Ramen was nice

Ala Carte even better =D

Saw the yellow ear stud? yes i bought it from Diva from her.

its SMILEY FACE EAR STUDs

Yellow, red and blue alll bright colours , her favourite.






We went into the Nanny room to take pictures! haha! look how desperate are we!!



Oppss sorry...... =p


Thats all folks!


Buddy and I had nice chats..
those were the days... sigh....
reminiscence is what we can do now...
haha we are planning for SAKAE sushi during my birthday =)

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Something off track.
Emilia is still the same =)
My always strong and independent younger sister.
We had heart to heart talk , i realised she went through alot in school
despite that she still can remain calm....
I really envy her coolness sometimes.
It will be well balanced if i give some of mine to her and some of hers to me.

Well dont let me see those asshole friends of her!
cause i wont give good attitude to them!
anything happens to my sister, i will make sure their head roll....

I LOVE YOU EMILIA...
Dear Emilia,
in the next life, you will be big sister while Rachel will be your
younger sister =)
*watery eyes* again...



Tuesday, July 22, 2008
my biggest mistake!

"maybe u shld learn how to differentiate what is serious and not for real. dun be
too sensitive. stop your self-pityness" XXX says

I'm utterly disappointed seeing this.....

i couldnt believe these came out from you...

its sounded like from the beginning to now... they are all lies actually...



Lesbian? Bisexual? Straight?

I was talking to Meng Hwee in msn:
the following conversation is based on personal feelings!!

MENG HWEE: You want to be lesbian arh?
ME: i have potential lay
MENG HWEE: who say de? got people like you arh?
ME: who knows?
MENG HWEE: WAH K lo. Win le

MENG HWEE: how to know if a girl likes you?
ME: Good Qns
MENG HWEE: u know? other than gg to les pub
ME: hmmm very difficult to know , unless the girl tells you
ME: but butch confirm can recognize

MENG HWEE: but we dun like b**** , that time we said de
ME: haha

After so many repeated history, I'm kinda tired already.
Always meeting the same F***ers....

dont blame me if i turn into one......

some hurt just wont go away....
it just gets deeper and deeper
until ur heart die....


Monday, July 21, 2008
hardcore

Tell me that im not hardcore!
its 2PM!
im using ONE LAPTOP AND ONE DESKTOP AT THE SAME TIME~ haha

Fund Adminstration and Management test tml!
Entrepreneurship presentation tml!
I presume i dont need to sleep today already! hahaha

I've been ask to come for the Racial Harmony Celebration (A Team)
Im really sorry guys.. I really cant make it.


PS: i will make sure you pay double for all the things you did! =)

And i should start thinking if i should be a lesbian! HAHA!!!
Who knows? I have the potential !


Sunday, July 20, 2008
Random-ness

Last minute called by Jessica to accompany her to VivoCity.
I rushed like hell today.... haha everything by half an hour.
I was so rushed that my contact len got stucked inside my eyelid.
I spent like 15 MINUTES to "push" and rotate and eyelids.
i still couldnt find my LEN!! i almost cry ... i thought this time DIE ALREADY!
I breathe in and out again, i tried . the len was "hiding" at the corner of my eye.
Head down with Jessica and her friend to VivoCity.
due to time constraint, she bought subway and left for school attachment.
waited for LOVER to come! HALF AN HOUR!!!
VivoCity is SUPER boring! PACKED with people..
We should have gone to Haji Lane and take photos... tsk tsk ..
We decided to go home after hours of aimlessly strolling..
On our way home....


Im sorry.... I just SUPER BORED!

Oh ya. I LOVE DAISO! ALWAYS $2!!!

i bought this "Look alike Anna Sui " comb haha ! and a mirror also!

Even comb has a name! "PRINCESS HAIR BRUSH"



its mine

Whenever i put hope in a "dream", it never fails to disappoint me.
Each time the hurt last longer and deeper.
long period to forget and long period to heal

I wish that all those things never happened at all
but its too late because it already HAPPEN-ED!

This time i really want to forget.
how silly... i was the one who hold it and now im the one who let go of it

"My like wasnt treated nicely"
"My trust wasnt treated properly"
"My sadness wasnt treated carefully"

oh i realised its was all "MY" =)

Like what Meng said : I need a man not a boy.


i just need a good cry and a good sleep


Saturday, July 19, 2008
A temporarily ESCAPE

This is my longest posting time ever since i started posting in Blogger!!!!
BLOODY 4 HOURS!
inclusive of restarting laptop, uploading picture ONE BY ONE (I dont know whats wrong with Blogger uploader) and it FAILED like UMPTEEN TIMES when i tried to upload some pictures.

ITS ALREADY SUNDAY !!! I just missed the exact blogging date! ARGH!
bloody hell!

PS the actual date i blogged this is ON SUNDAY! i used the saturday post to edit only !!!

Anyway, i met LOVER & MENG HWEE for some random shopping. at Plaza Singapura and Far East Plaza.



Carls' Jr has the NICEST BURGER AND FRIES....
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I STEPPED ON A DROPPED ICE CREAM! strawberry flavour somemore~
We almost FLIPPED on the whole PS for a toilet to wash my Converse Sneakers!
Bloody hell!
In the toilet:
LOVER: i dare you to take out your shoes and wash it in the sink!!
ME: dont dare me! you know im a daredevil....
YES! i took off the shoes and rinse the sole under the running water.
The aunties were looking at me i don give a F**k!
We went to SPOTLIGHT.
The 3 of us serious deprived from childhood!




Yes! We took pictures with PARTY HATS!
called us crazy BUT WE ENJOYED IT!
we laughed like crazy and snapped photos like crazy too!
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We took 162M to Orchard !! hahaha....
We start making noise and snapping picturess ....





EMO KIDS!

Caught in act!

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We leave trails wherever we go!
In the toilet also must take photos!
SERIOUSLY WE ARE DEPRIVED FROM CHILDHOOD!

Once again we look like EMO KIDS again


LOVER loves Luo Zhi Xiang ALOT ALOT ALOT!!!
We found his shop at Far East Plaza!
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MENG HWEE met Jonnae.
We went separate ways.
2 LOVERS walked to Cineleisure for dinner
AT LAST WE FOUND A "LANE " at HEEREN.


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Its very DIFFICULT to snap the followings pictures...
Cause ppl kept coming in and out from the toilet....
Timing is IMPORTANT



We managed to take this photo at the 3RD time....
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We went Cineleisure for Dinner!
and this shop call SITCH! caught my attention!
Im gg back there to grab their GRAPHIC T SHIRTS!!!
Im a sucker for GRAPHIC T SHIRTS!!!
toast bread with THICK peanut butter and condensed milk!
BAGUS!!!!!

Mee Sua and FILLET! bagus also!
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LOVER very insist to buy somthing
SO we went to John Little and SHE BOUGHT SOCKS!


IM VERY SORRY LOVER!!!!
VERY VERY!!!







THE END!!!! =)