She told me that her current situation was EXACTLY SIMILAR two years ago.
Those incidents that happened two years ago made a huge impact in my life.
a test of friendship and love.
Two years ago, I still rmb clearly that i was in Secondary 4.
The year where everyone was preparing for exams but i was playing Basketball with my friends.
During Secondaary 4, i had this bunch of close friends. I did considered them as CLOSE FRIENDS.
I shared with them my problems and happiness.

We met a bunch of guys and that begin our test for friendship. There were alot of admiration among us but none of us want to speak the truth. Soon there were doubt-ness and secret alliances.

And i was foolish to think that the one i trusted most will not betray me. She kept quiet about her relationship. It was then when i questioned her, then she told me the truth.
HOW SILLY! i cried like shit and didnt ate a single thing during my recess!


She didnt like me being LOUD! oh well too bad i was like that! what to do!
I admit that coming to school, being the same class and EVEN sharing friends with her WAS DIFFICULT!

Everyone thought that i was narrow minded~ BUT NO ONE KNOWS HOW I FELT at that time!

I admit that our friendship turned sour. And it was tough to get back how we used to be.
Till now when i see her, i still feel uncomfortable.
No matter how hard i try, i cant shake off that nightmare.