sometimes i often wonder alot of "what if" question for myself..
WHAT IF i die?
WHAT IF im partially handicapped?
WHAT IF im a bitch?
WHAT IF im a nerd?
WHAT IF everyone hate me?
WHAT IF im really crazy?
WHAT IF im rich or poor?

SO many what if questionSS??

i always think that im been true to myself.
but when it comes to various situations..
i realised i'd been role playin myself all this while!
i wonder will others have the same thoughts as me?!

i act as if i don care !
i live what i want to be
not live what ppl expect me to be!
BUT!
IM STILL CONFUSED
perhaps im just
avoiding