BIG DAY BIG DAY!!!

damn this week really passed super fast!
blink my eyes ! TML IS FRIDAY!
stay-over on tml, kick it on saturday and standard chartered on sunday!
AHHHH...

excited and nervous!!
GONNA BE WHOLE LOT OF FUNNNNNN!!!

楊宗緯-背叛


萧敬腾 背叛

will time help me? if it does why arent things working out??

being trying to make myself super busy already. but it doesnt help. SIGHsss...

damn it!!

败给你 by 罗志祥& 萧亚轩

THE part which the 2 of them are dancing is superb!

HURRAY!! i finished the last dragging ICA paper! Essentials of Financial Services!!!!
AND IM so available now that im gonna be getting into other ppl skin!! chasing them !!!
HAHA!! i must be NUTS!

i was chatting with my fren in MSN. he asked when was the last time i watched movie..
i have to think very long and answered him "transformers"! HAHA! which was so DAMN long ago!!
when was the last time, i chill with my buddies. just plain gossiping or chatiing. SIghss i miss those days!

NOvember is finishing soon ... left 5 days.
December is another busy month for me again. projects and exam coming.... damn...
this whole semester i only got 2 weeks of holiday.
no long holiday for me cos will be doing my third year Attachment after exam.. !! DAMN!!
SADDED!! =(

BOO! This week ! haha ! im speechless !

2 mini project, one due on this wed, another is thurs!! HAHA!!
where to find time and do! WTF!!
plus KICK it DOUBLE haha!!

but it seems strange, i love to be busy!
using almost 24 hours doing proper work.
not wasting a minute.

well im not gonna stop halfway, finish frm where i start..
NEVER GIVE UP!!


and im gonna purposely make myself busy, so i wont have time to think other stuffs.

eat, work, sleep.
and most importantly play with my frens! HAHAHA!!

Thats is my mini pillow.....

YES YES YES YES YES !!!
ICAs almost finished!!!
LEFT ONE MORE!! at next week!
RESTING TIME!!

cant believe i can blog everyday... HAHA!

i realised i was thinking too!
well everything is gonna be the same!
im gonna convince myself this...


ohhhh i love the song in my blog~
anyone have this song???


kinda hate my blogskin! im gonna search for new one! TML!!

Dear Blog,
i had my Business law test today.
i did sth that i nv do before,
is to skip lesson...HAHA!!
to study my business law with frens at Mcdonald's during ICT lecture.
yeah i noe! im su ku!!

it was quite a smooth test for me!
the day seems ok for me.
and the cough doesnt seems to go away after all the medicine i ate!
my family is sick of hearing me coughing and coughing
my mum told me to see doctor if i don get better tml!

everything is normal , BUT
my brain and heart isnt at all!
FUCK!
what should i do??!!!
its was not easy to be a happy-go-lucky state!

my head is feeling heavy now!!

AFter sooooooooo LOng.....
I already had forgotten the past.
BUT when i received tat sms
the past is beginning to haunt me


It is really HAUNTING ME!!
everything seems to flash back to the past..
"LOUD SIGH"!!!!

YES YES YES YESSSSSSSSSSS!!!
i have been finding GOSSIP girl EPISODE 7!!!
SEARCHING HIGH AND LOW!!

then i found the URL from monica's blogspot!!
I SO DAMN HAPPY!!!

http://gossipgirltvshows6.blogspot.com/

great i feel like watching NOW!!
but i got test tml!!
ahh hack care watch first!!!

i receive post photos from Nan shi, taken on Pooja's b'd ytd!
haha!
apparently i did say i want to cut my hair
but the weather was so wARM in the morning
wanted to go during evening mum say the hair salon only half day for weekdays!
$^$%&^*%&*%^!!
in the end i stay at hm, surfing net and mugging business law!

waaa SHAMSUL you look like a ghost!

Prize PREsentation !

Where's the middle finger haha!!!

Me AND Faizal

don noe why i just love this pic!

My crazy frens!!!

WHAT A "SMILE" ??!@
muM'S carrot cake!!

Books drive me CRAZY NOWW!!!

CLEO LOVER!!

sometimes i often wonder alot of "what if" question for myself..
WHAT IF i die?
WHAT IF im partially handicapped?
WHAT IF im a bitch?
WHAT IF im a nerd?
WHAT IF everyone hate me?
WHAT IF im really crazy?
WHAT IF im rich or poor?

SO many what if questionSS??

i always think that im been true to myself.
but when it comes to various situations..
i realised i'd been role playin myself all this while!
i wonder will others have the same thoughts as me?!

i act as if i don care !
i live what i want to be
not live what ppl expect me to be!
BUT!
IM STILL CONFUSED
perhaps im just
avoiding

SUBMISSION OF MARKETING MANAGEMENT!
THIS WEEK HAS BEEN A TORTURE FOR ME!
thus i deserve a reward from myself ! Is to PARTY WITH FRENS !
LOVE THEM ALL!!

it was POOJA'S BIRTHDAY TD!
Basically we trick her that we are cancelling the outing cos most of us cant make it!
haha but actually me, NISA, SHAMSUL, FAIZAL AND FARAH were planning to give her a surprise!

we went to MANGO at marina sqaure and bought her a SUPER ULTRA COOL 2008 ORGANIZER! the red skin organizer blew my head off! HAHA!
im plannin to buy wallet from MANGO TOO!!
then we also bought 3 slices of YUMMY cakes from Secret Receipes!!
then we head down to Esplanade where the restaurant is located : 2HOT HALAL CAFE!
the food was DAMN NICE!!
As usual we PARTY LIKE crazy!!!
videos and photos!!! =D

AFTer celebration, we went back to school for duties.. haha we were late!!
we reeive our new A-team shirt. my first informal duty!

HEREs the pics!

HOORAY!! I FINISHED MY MARKETING MANAGEMENT REPORT!!
first torture OFFICIALLY OVER!

NEXT will be mugging time!
for my ICAs.
leave it for saturday lar!

GONNA party tml!! LIKE CRAZY!! =D

WHEN WILL I STOP COUGHING??!!
i already ate medicine which my mum bought from the clinic!
BUT NO EFFECTS!!
its stange lar! my cough will be worse during the night !
all these days i CANT HAVE A GOOD SLEEP!
im coughing as if im having asthma!

everyday i will have that "IM F***ing tired" LOOKING FACE!
as if im gonna die from some illness or some1 owe me huge sum of $$!!
completely look like a hag lar!!

reports to submit end of this week , ICAs starting next week, Lights Out camp next weekend, ICAs again, Kick it actual event and standard chartered marathon ushering.
NOw i know why im a hag!!



AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

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if someone were to ask u this question:
u want to be 1. pretty/handsome but no intelligence OR 2. ugly but high intelligence
which one will you choose?
there is surely debates for this question!

if you were to choose the 1st choice.
think of these qns>>
are you ugly or pretty?
are you a person who judge on appearance only?
you think that only appearance is the ONLY survival tool in society?
ONLY appearance can cover ur bad points?

you choose 1st and u are ugly.
perhaps you don have self-esteem and low confidence
u have been "bullied" emotionally or put it simply being TEASED before.
OR you have seen cases that only the pretty/handsome ones can get work done easily or find BF/GF easily.

u choose 1St and u are pretty
perhaps you need to reconsider ur answer again.
cos beauty will not last FOREVER.
eventually you will age and die.

The FIRST answer that come straight to most of the ppl's mind would be 1st choice
come on , who don want to be pretty or handsome??
EVERYONE wants to be PRETTY & HANDSOME! (BE REALISTIC)
but wait you think again.. looks without intelligence ? WORTH IT??

Then you have to think about it>>
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ppl who choose 2nd choice.
perhaps you like to tag why you choose 2.

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im not critising or jealous ppl with good looks.
yeah i admit i do jealous of ppl who have good looks but in the past.
because i was ugly in the past.
as time goes by i realised why i have to be in this state ?
i can change if i have the will.
tell myself that i'll change the jealous-ness into motivation to work harder.
ACTions speaks louder than words.
and i believe in this statement.

don whine or cry that im already so ugly
how to change ?
Exercise, diet, operations AND everything that make you satisfy yourself.
its not you CANNOT change, its whether you WANT to change!!

Pooja invited me to her house to celebrate Happy Belated Deepavali!
SO MUCH FUN!!

her mum and pooja was great host haha keeping refilling our drinks and treat us with snacks!
Everyone excepy shamsul who is working arrived at 7.3o plus. we eat , talk and laugh!
at 8 pm, we went to the playground and play fire "crackers" ??? haha i didnt noe what i was playing!

we went back at 9 pm and have our feast tat Pooja's mum specially prepared. =)
same old thing, we eat and joke , laugh and go crazy!
hahaha!

even though i was the only chinese, strange enough i can mix with them so well.
its like with them , im in another world. haha!
the next big outing will be pooja b'd and SENTOSA trip with them after our ICAs !!

HERE'S the pics.....