saw a funeral event. reminds me of my grandparents.
I miss them alot. almost cry when i was waiting for bus 72.
still rmb how i cried. flash of all the memories.
MISS you! My grandparents! the silence concern you gave me.

since afternoon i was in a SUPER BAD mood.
or put it simply IM SAD.
most of my frens thought i was angry. Im not.
they ask me not to be sad or mood out, but the pain of losing the ones i love.
its has been so long since they passed away.
but i still rmb the event vividly.
the crying, sobbing, wet tissue and shirts, red faces, heartpain.......


maybe i stiill need a big cry afterall...