Present given by JING during my 18 th birthday. it might be simple but the words and message she wrote would be meaningful for me. Love you JING!

just look at my desk! haha! oh ya i did scribbling on my desk durin the O level period. it accompany me through my O levels. so many memories with this desk.

this is the 3rd week of my 2nd semester. and i am already busy like a bee. with individual assignment, ICA coming up and cca meetings . Blah Blah Blah..... Tired and sleepy would definitely be the WORDS for me everyday.

ARghhh tml havign ICT applications test! SHIT!! have to practice excel (Solver, Goal Seek and senarios) HAHA whatever! i already practiced! its group test don have to worry that much !!

ARENA SWIMMING CUP is a BLAST for me!!! FUN & TIRING will be how i felt during the event!

1ST DAY 27 october 2007
was ok ok! we came to sports school super early, in the end we had to wait until 5 plus before the finals begins.
slept at the AV room! waa so nice with the air con! =) thanks for that 2 official guys!
make up, changing of formal wear, tied hair...
the event begins at 7.15pm with the opening ceremony. exchanging of gifts.
1ST DAY pICS:

Silver, GOld and Bronze.

we are the winners!

after the heats,

after the heats (2)

Free bento lunch given by 1 of the officials! nice

Stage girls with Natalie! she is so pretty and won lots of gold medals!

2ND DAY 28 october 2007
this time we were clever. reach sports school around 3.45pm.
cam whoring !! GALa dinner with the swimmers.
PICS:

NYPIANS

Stage girls.

Cam- whoring again...

Look AT these medals! gold gets US1500!!!

me with one of the swimmers!

Natalie having her interview. she broke her own records for the swimming event.

Me with Auntie Mindy

me with the in charge, Amos is his name! okkkk wheres my eyes again!!

STAGE girls with 2 spore swimmers.

TAO LI!!.........

POOJA & NISA!!

NISA, swimmer frm sri lanka & FAIZAL

Me & NISA with our secrets!!

mE & POOJA!!

reallly had fun!!!! BEST experience being a stage girl.. tiring yet contented. GOD... stilll have school tml, tutorial done halfway, tutor checking individual work!!! GOSH!!

BUt im sleepy.................

Full song
SoulJa - ここにいるよ feat.青山テルマ

its a love song. the couple is "separated" cos the guy needs to work in the city.


Live from SoulJa

the singer is cool & nice looking! (mature type)

saw a funeral event. reminds me of my grandparents.
I miss them alot. almost cry when i was waiting for bus 72.
still rmb how i cried. flash of all the memories.
MISS you! My grandparents! the silence concern you gave me.

since afternoon i was in a SUPER BAD mood.
or put it simply IM SAD.
most of my frens thought i was angry. Im not.
they ask me not to be sad or mood out, but the pain of losing the ones i love.
its has been so long since they passed away.
but i still rmb the event vividly.
the crying, sobbing, wet tissue and shirts, red faces, heartpain.......


maybe i stiill need a big cry afterall...

okay i grumble about the noise pollutiion durin afternoon.
but ITS okAY!

got a new phone (Nokia 6120 classic). =D 2 years contract finished!
went to compass point with parents and sis.
dine KFC!
it has been a long time since we had our family outing.
FUN outing! =D

24 October 2007

I cant Believe my house is stuck between 2 Mentally unstable family!!!
Firstly the One above my ceiling! DOING drilling in the day & dragging furniture at night! i wonder what time the family sleep!! the DRILLINg sound is pissing me !!
SECONDLY, the one who lives under my feet.
a mum who scold their kids in a SUPER LOUD TONE!! CLOSE TO SCREAMING at their kids!!
not mention-ing the race!


They are drving me NUTS!! no wonder im close to crazy too!!!

blasting my music doesnt seems to work!!

PISSSSSSSSEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD MEEEE!!!!

23 October 2007
I agree Laughter is the best medicine. what happen if you laugh too MUCH!! HAHA!
Speaking of laughter if i admit im No. 2, I bet no one say he/she is No. 1..
HAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!

I can go crazy almost everyday hanging around with my frens.
i can also make them laugh too! =D
when laughing, its temporary shuts down all my sad & angry memories.
good to laugh, kinda escape into another world.

BUt laughing too much, also can cause "internal injuries" !! HAHAHAHAHA!!!

okay now i laughed too much at school, im feeling so tired now!

=D


CONTINUE lAUGHING..................................... =DDD

22 October 2007
MOre rainy Dayss PLSss....
So crazy about rain!

why stop raining.....!! ^$%&%^*#$^@^*

a rather good day for me!
OMG i laughed alot in class today!
everyone says i was having asthma !! HAHA!
yeah i think so TOO!


had mini marathon
NICE weather sia!
and the clouds sure look like marshmallows to me..


RAIN .........

21 October 2007
Topic of the day for me might be getting a part time job.
should i or not?

dicuss with mum, she have no BIG objections but she asked me to locate jobs nearer to hm.
i agreed too. cant imagine being alone while travelling hm.
gonna get some classmates, see if they are interested.

what if i cant juggle school and work properly?
qns kept popping out from my brain.
this semester modules are tough, no supplementary paper!!
a risk which i CANNOT take!


haha why think so much huh??!!
i have not even start hunting for Jobs!!
HAHA!!!

reheasal was fine.
brief instructions.
messy practice.
plenty of waiting time.
school located at Wu lu wU lu place.


long journey to and fro (Sports school & Causway point)
TIRED is for my body!

CONTENTED is for my heart!


Learing to work with ppl is a never ending process for me unless i die..
most difficult skill to achieve is to how to work smoothly with ppl.
most difficult living thing to understand are humans
HUMANS , HUMANS , HUMANS, HUMANS, HUMANS.......

19 October 2007
OMG! i thought i was gonna be late for school. ran like hell to class but when i reached class i was shocked! why no one in the class. called my fren, pooja. she told me lesson start at NINE AM!!! WTH i saw wrong time! rush for nth , i could have slept LONGER!! arhhhhh...
alone in class, Did my tutorial. haha!!

YEAH... classes finished at 11 am! WOw super early!
so POOJA, FAIZAL & ME, head down to suntec city CARREFOUR!!
walked to CARREFOUR, had a trolley with us!
bought stockings for my formal duties.pooja was helping me match my skin clolour and stuff! so sweet of her.
HAHA! the highlights: FOOD section!! OMG!
ME & FAIZAL was craving for the Cinnamon Croissant for SUPER LONG TIME!
the freshly baked Croissant smelled so nice and tasty! =)
i also bought Chicken floss bun! (FAIZAL, i told you. the bun contains NO PORK)
last but not least WE bought snapplE!!
POOJA bought Cookies and snacks! =)

ME & POOJA head to Marina sqaure first, while FAIZAL went for his prayings!
sat at Long John Silver haha saw the STAFF who kena scolding!! LOL!
HAD KFC for lunch. CHIT CHAT!
OMG! 1 malay, 1 chinese and 1 hindi can actually clique so WELL!
indeed one Unique clique. =D (LOVE THEM LOTS)

bought ZA's Foundation powder from Watson. haha under promotion , if not i wouldnt buy. =P
pooja thanks for helping choose colour again! HAHA!
WE went TOPSHOP TOPMAN! FAIZAL bought a orange and white stipes shirt frm TOPMAN.
ME & FAIZAL saw a white wallet from TOPMAN, OMG!! we planning to buy that wallet once he get his pay next week!
POOJA also attempted to buy clothes from there! HAHA!
bought a ADIDAS sling bag.. =D


omg!! TODAY really way too high for me.
smiling ear to ear! esp when faizal sms me HAHA!!!
SHHHHH.........

FPR©, i nameD the 3 of us!! (LOVESSSSS)
live life as if there is no tml!!

yayy.....going sports school tml to rehearsal for the ARENA swimming world cup. Ushering is tough.

PICS!! =D

lOVE them!

okay .. where's my eyes??!!! guess i was super high that moment!

FPR proudly present you: 2007 version OVER-power rangers!

busy choosing the right stockings.

look like tadpoles in a drink.. Yucksss...

Cinnamon Croissant! OMg!!

Chicken floss bun =D tml's breakfast

New bag =D

new foundation from ZA. =D

Went to schoool early to visit our "KICK IT" event booth (school soccer event, organize by A team). The weather was super warm before i reached school. BUT when i reached school, it started RAINING heavily. WTH so random!
Being welfare in-charge also not easy.

had my first elective lecture:International Cross Cultural . Never regret choosing this as my elective! Fun and crazy ppl!
but as time passes , im was getting more & more tired!

until 4 plus, i realised i did not have my lunch only had fren's birthday cake. no wonder so tired.

slack at canteen until 6pm for the arena swimming meeting. COOL!
but sadly i was posted to Award Ceremony, HAVE TO WEAR FORMAL ATTIRE!
haha! no difference at all !
but im so excited can meet all the top swimmers from different countries!! =D
rehearsal on this saturday at Spore sports school! weexxxx...


CArrefour trip tml ! WEEExxx again....



i don noe what is my tutorial qns talking about!
i gave up!

17 October 2007


Japanese song
ENJOY!

Lyrics
http://www.sing365.com/music/lyric.nsf/Tonight-lyrics-FM-Static/0832B55690D4BB68482571B80015A892

Enjoy

Wake up early today. 6.15am!
have to report for duty at 7.30am.

blazer, make up, hair, and attire check!
RUSH!
briefing, smiling, opening & closing of doors.
"welcome" and giving directions.
even though it was tiring, but i was satisfied.
BUT my feet & toes SUFFERED! =(
I really laughed alot today!
Omg!! LAUGH non-stop!


Had marketing management lecture today.
Tutorial don understand the qns or maybe lazy to use brain! LOL!!!

suddenly i realised that its already mid-october! OMG!!
why so fast? I have not even warm my engine yet!




Me, Nisa & Pooja. what round face i have !! LOL!!

Mountain of Fries. shamsul treated us ytd (Marina square)

I have to crack my brain to do tutorial!

I heard this song from http://www.anntonii.blogspot.com, online love novel.
i went imeem and searched, found the full version.

sentimental, smoothing, sad, Blah blah!

the song really goes well when you are reading the novels.

go check out the blog!

FYI:
i finished the Rain angel ytd night!
21 chapters in total!
NICE!!

had $2 meal at school mac. Everyone was in high spirits. Laughing all the way to lecture hall.
it was the first time, we used the Big lecture hall for our lessons so everyone was kinda high.
but what i hate most is to Q up and purchase lecture notes! kinda irritating.


had the first Business law lecture, COol Lecturer and interesting Lesson!
Criminal and civil Law
court of appeal, high court, magistrate court, district court and small claim tribunal!
haha!! chima-logic !!
i think im gonna love this module.

Heavy rain in the afternoon, sort of calm me down.
Our EFMA tutor finished her "lesson" early, less than an hour.
class clique decided to go marina square to have our lunch
Long John Silver!
haha, i can tell you, the service provider there! ISS soooo Lousy!
and the most funny thing is when we finished our meal and head to exit!
we SAW the long john silver manager chasing after his staff! HAHA!!
and the male staff was running rounds & rounds the Nature's farm!!
HAHA!!! our whole grp just stand there and watch!! LOL


The manager kept shouting him and asked him to stop running! HAHA!!!
but the male staff kept making rounds! WTH!! so damn Funny!!
in the end the staff kena LOUD scolding from the manager!
Passerby look at them!
what a random situation!! HAHA!!


sudden mood change.
im tired of waitin for ppl.
it is fun gg with large grp of ppl.
but much attention is needed.
thats what i feel.


don noe why i feel so SUPER sleepy td!
i can even doze off while blogging! Wth!!

I read an Online novel -Rain Angel.
This would be that best story i ever read so far.
good plotting and ending.
high climax and can make me cry.

as i was reading through the story,
Memories of everything just flooded my brain.
tears, in the corners of my eyes.
i try very hard not to let it drop.
in the end, i failed.
Tears like the rain,
each tear that drop, i could taste that it was bitter.
for a moment how i wished i could just lean on a shoulder have give BIg BIg cry.
i thought all i need was time,
but i realised the time i need was to pretend.








Lucky, Mr School kitchen talk to me.
if not i would have cry like a waterfall.
thank you very much.
yeah i did laugh!

Slacking days are OFFICIALLY OVER... Ladies & gentlemen.
time to put on your gears & and start your battle!
those who are having their O's Level:
ALL THE BEST!! =D
those who are going back for second semester in poly:
ENJOY!! and see you in school! =D

For the past few days, i was full of energy!
but now, i feel so tired and sleepy.
school haven start, yet im already tired.
cant imagine how im gg to survive.









i think i still cant forget.
its always been there,
just that i nv realised it.
even it was a short
but it seems like a long one for me
perhaps the only way is to pretend.

ever advice somone before?
and each time you advice her/him, alll the advices you said is almost the same!
but SADLY she/he just CANT listen to you!

ur advice are like wind!
enter through the right ear, go one round his/her brain then leave through the left ear!
all she/he felt was just a BLOODY TICKLE in their ears!!
when you give them advice,
they will tell you things like:
1. I promise you, ask me next time.
2.i'll change.
3.i'll try my best

at first you trust them, believe that they will change for better!
BUT in the end , they always give excuses like:
1.im busy
2.no time, im tired
3.i got school work & other stuffs

you tried ur best to help them! but they SHUT u up with VARIOUS EXCUSES!
not long, they will come back with e same complain
then again you advice!
haha this time you don believe them when they say:
"ok i'll change!"
COS its USELESS already!

IF HE/SHE wants to change, she/he should have already think through!
and set determination and goals for her/him-self.
if ONE really wants to change for the better!
they don need advice!
just set and go for it!

DON bloody complain !!
cos soon no one will believe what you said!
don promise ppl if you CANT do it.

SOMETIMES i really HATE this F***ing word = PROMISE!!

met Weina & Yi Hui at hougang green.
i thought that its gonna be weird with the 3 of us together BUT it turned out to be SUPER FUN!
we lunched at 泡泡馆(a restuarant).
the 3 of us like aunties who have not met for SUPER long time.
we keep talking and gossiping LOL!!
GOT 1 auntie kept turning her head and look at us.
BUt SORRY auntie! we can talk all we like!

we bought sweets, RANDOM pick! haha! I love PEACH! anything got to do with PEACH flavour , i JUST simply cant resist!!


we took bus 43, and again we talked and laugh. hahaha!
GOT another auntie also turned around and look at us.
OKAY okay IM sorry.
me and yh rent bike, weina brought her skates.
we cycled all the way to bedok res park. ( i think so bah)
we stop for awhile, some cam-whoring.

dinner at Subway at 4PM!!! HAHA!!
damn early i think should afternoon tea!
but im serious! its for dinner!
we left the cookies, just in case at night we are hungry.
WE had window shoppping at Parkway parade,
we were like zombies, walking around aimlessly.

in the end we took 76 home!
but we got high on our way home!
double-decker! we ate cookies in front of the Security camera.
sat in a unglam way, laughed out loud !
haha!! pardon us! =D


Yi hui's lunch!


MIne & weina's lunch. =D


Sweets we picked! cos only 60 cents LOL! so childhood lar!

okay, looks like the tents are used to cover dead bodies!

when the wind blows, our FACE look BIGGG!

OKAY, where's our eyes???

Yi hui , you need a doctor!! LOL pardon me!!

waaa Unglam !

super UNglam!!

NICE!!!

sUBWAY. eat fresh!!

MIne! Italian BMT Pickles & olives! LOVESSS

OK
school starting soon... mugging season will officially starts on monday! im gonna live my fullest for this second semester!! WORK HARD & PLAY HARD!!! =D

since you already chosen thiis route then you must continue and finish it.
you ended it BUT in the end you made a turn
you might feeel unhappy, unfair, or EVEN satisfied with everything you have.
but bottom line, it still depend on you!


if you think that you are the one im talking about, then you ARE.
If not you can ignore this post or pretend you don noe anything!

MORNING:
SLept until 9 am, wake up had my birthday cake as breakfast (I LOVE THE CAKE). ask mum to fo gym with me. unexpectedly she agreed. it was her first time to gym!
well 18 years old, gym entry $2.50! FINE...
it has been a long time i step into gym!
cycling and treadmill! SWEAT!
went hm, peel grapes with mum SWEET grapes. =D


AFTERNOON:
met JIng & kristi to have lunch together!
when there is 3 of us, there is always loud laughter and chaos! =P
me & kris had korean food
jing has tom yam soup with noodles.
same routine, we laugh and talk, talk & laugh!
that seems to be endless for us..
had Choco ice kacang! =D NICE!
quite random actually..


EVENING:
Heavy RAIN! nice!! how i wish im on bed that moment!
BUT had to rush down to Toa Payoh meet fren, khai theng
she intro sth to me.
in the end i rejected
waited for johnson, with my fren.
chat at burger king and pool.
taxi for transport!



CUTE?? my cousin's. dog name=Johnny. photo taken at malaysia.



YUMMyyyy lunch! the aircondition-ing in the food court is SUPER COLD!

Look like Anna Sui design! BUT unfortunately is NOT!

Chocolate Ice Kachang! 2007 latest version of ice kachang.

Oh man! we are not in the BOYs' Toilet or unisex. THIS is inside the ladies. i think is meant for Little boy boy.. LOL....