my time at FSRC will soon come to an end.
i shall enjoy my last bit of slacking days.
becos when the new semester begins, everything will totally DIFFERENT.


a NEW month will begin tml! or after 12 pm! I can sense a hectic schedule for me.
with duties at A-team, schooling and friends outing.
hope October will be a BETTER month for me!
cos sept is making me insane!
UPS & Down....... finally sept is coming to an end!

be more clear minded.
don be stupid and soft hearted!
be strong!
better not to cry in October!

hmmxx i wish something beautiful to happen on 11102007
BUT no EXPECTATIONS, there will be no Disappointment!

had a small gathering with my primary school frens! OMG! i cant believe we still have so many things to chat about!

we had lunch at Hougang Mall's Long John Silver. Chicken & Potato salad is my favourite!
head down to Marina Sqaure AGAIN! ( MS is simply my second home, spot me there!!)
we stroll around aimlessly at MS. updating each other's life.

aound mid afternoon, we walked to Suntec City. went to Giordano to try the long sleeves shirt! OMG it's super nice!! but cost a bomb! $53.00
then we went to play "Touch screen" at the arcade. cos we are simply too BORED!
we were very naughty, we secretly took photos using QY's phone inside the Neoprints Machine. HAHA! not enuff of Cam-whoring, we even went to toilet to take PHOTOS! LOL!!

we slacked at Mcdonald. KH ordered a Mac spicy meal. She even treated us a Large Fries!! Thanks KH! we LAUGH & TALK , TALK & LAUGH!!
haha me and QY almost went crazy!


Me & KH with the moutain of fries!


Me & Qiao Yi , another crazy fren of mine!

Me & Khai Theng, the sweet gal

SINFUL!!!

LOOK AT the sinful FOOD!!

After so Long, we finally meet up

Unfaded memories

What's wrong Qiao Yi???

life at FSRC is totally R-E-L-A-X!!!
well i brought my laptop with me!
watch movie!

that how im gg to spend the rest of my time is FSRC!
cos we have finish the last project, left presentation


Faizal my crazy fren! bought stuffs for his teacher new born child!
the present is so cute!!


i love this sockS!! HAHA!!

waa so nice! raining in the morning! =) feels so happy! at least the rain help wash my brain.
rainy days, seriously make me wanna sleep! kept dozing offf in the bus even its was time to alight!

slept in class for 2 full hours, so niceee!! XD .
we went to hand in our project today. (suppose to hand in tml, we are early than expected!! )
so my slacking time begins, we slack at staircase, chatting, listening music and blah blah.
i even asked my fren to bluetooth games to my phone. LOL!!

becos it's raining so i did not went jogging today SADDED!


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and one funny thing, my fren ask me to be her shi fu!
teach her how to slim down !! HAHA! khai theng you are funny!

don eat lunch, change rice to apple.
sit up, jogging.
that what im doing now.
oh ya , and hula hoop!! LOL!!

Shania Twain-Ka-ching


A money song. Damn nice!!!
and the singger is soo pretty!

Shania Twain-From this moment on


I love this song So Much


Shania Twain-It Only Hurts When I'm Breathing


Don be SHOCKED! This is a english song!
here the lyrics

Hope life's been good to you
since you've been gone
I'm doin' fine now--I've finally moved on
It's not so bad--I'm not that sad
I'm not surprised just how well I survived
I'm over the worst, and I feel so alive
I can't complain--I'm free again

Chorus:
And it only hurts when I'm breathing
My heart only breaks when it's beating
My dreams only die when I'm dreaming
So, I hold my breath--to forget
Don't think I'm lyin' 'round cryin' at night
There's no need to worry, I'm really all right
I've never looked back--as a matter of fact

Repeat Chorus

It only hurts when I breathe
Mmm, no, I've never looked back--
as a matter fact

Repeat Chorus

Hurts when I'm breathing
Breaks when it's beating
Die when I'm dreaming
It only hurts when I breathe

i have a bit of regret! LOL
Strange i shouldnt have this kind of feelings. since i already pass my msg across!
im always like that.

raining during morning, had to change bus in order not to get drench cos im wearing formal attire for ushering duty. i was LATE!! rush like crazy!
here's some pics taken:

NYP ambassadors, FB0602, FSRC.


Faizal, i think you should go home!!
Faizal, Pooja and Me!
at the registration table.

it was nice knowing you. And whether it will continue, its still a pending.

i shall wake up from this dream. and continue my life! even there was a miracle, i believe its still a dream afterall. cos miracle will not happen to me.
anyway im immune to this kind of situations, no harm to meet another one. ok i shall not dwell on it. (but can i do it, guess all i need is time)

going to have ushering program tml, have to wake up early! SADDED! guess tml is gonna be a busy day, (that good! able to keep myself from thinking too much)
But I just cant go to sleep!

have you ever waited for someone's call or a msg??!! have you tried waiting for 4 to 5 hours in the middle of the night when ppl are sleeping and you are still on the bed waiting for a call!
in the end, there was no call or even a msg!
worst, the person you wait for is a stranger whom you are not sure of!

in the beginning,
Pls do not weave a beautiful dream!
PLs do not say nice or sweet word!
PLs do not make promises!


and for some reason, guys just like breakin gals heart!
and WORST , guys F****ing make the gals think that is the female fault!

EXAMPLE:
my dear fren who make pudding for her bf!
instead of saying thank you and nice stuffs!
you gave my fren, A "Im super tired, don bother ok" fACE!


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for the above two situation"
DO NOT ask me who i am talkin about!
cos i am not gg to F****ing repeat myself! AND i MEAN IT!!


and i laugh at my stupidity!
cos there is no FREE lunch in this world !!!




world without strangers??!!! (I wonder what is the real meaning of it?)

went out with jessica to marina square, we planned to watch movie but in the end we end up shopping. we stroll around marina then head to bugis. both of us bought a bubble dress from topshop. jess bought a black cardigan from bugis street. Guess what??!! after that we take bus 56 to Suntec City, cos Jess wanna play arcade! Lol!! we spend about an hour in the arcade. after that we took MRT home! TIRED!! cos we spend almost 8 hours standing and walking. the only time we sat down was during lunch and in bus 56.


Nice, less seasoning! low calories. $2 from Marina Square's XL John Little.

My First Topshop !

Cam Whoring!!

These sweets took airplane to Singapore! Chocolate Toffee crisp is the Best! Peach Pop is the NIcest!!
tHEY NAMED "Simply BonBon"

We love PUmps! Waay home ....

Im so tired!!!

finally, done with another project! another "fight" in FSRC! so ridiculous!

my dear frens and Gfs haha! im not having Holidays now! don trigger my sadness!
I'M still stuck at school!! Its a LONG story! come to NYP SBM!! i'll give you a tour!

gg out tml with jessica!

ppl who are in love are so crazy.

My pace-Sunset Swish


haha! you wont believe i watch bleach! this song is so cute together with the ending!

Ririn(the doll which look like brid), Cloud(a rabbit but doesnt look like one), Nova(turtle, so cute), and Kon(pervert lion)4 stuffed animals! SO CUTE!!

i know i know! it's childish! but who cares haha i just like the song!

BWAhahahA!! random photo edited by jessica! this photo was taken long ago in the bus 70. Lol... 1st , i like to say that my face look so damn pale!! gg to die soon! and can see my freckles!! (i hate it)

overall nice pic!! Bwahaha!!

I want to take MORE photos with my frens!!! i just simply MISS those days!! =(

i saw reading through Xiaxue post about "Weak Woman". haha! it was a interesting post!
http://xiaxue.blogspot.com/2006/09/weak-women.html (strongly encourage gals to read)
cant believe there is such weak woman exist.

after i read this post, tons of emotions flood my brain and heart!

Scars from Papa Roach
SUPER nice!!
thanks Ah pei chee how.
this is currently my favourite song!

"BOOM!!!" my brain, heart and body is in a mess!!
there soooo many stuffs i want to say!
but no idea where to begin!
ARGH!
i shall go talk to my teddy! at least my teddy wont tell anyone. (OK.. it's super stupid!!)





i want a TIGHT hug!! (OK.. it's super duper stupid again)
i want hang out with GFs!! (I MISS them so much)
i want more T shirts!!
i want A LIFE!! (ok it's STUPID again!)
i want a break!!




strands of white hair,
what the hell, im thinking these days? months??, or even YEARS!
"BOOM!!"

well well, i keep asking ppl to update their blog but i never update mine LOL!!

SATURDAY: had a BBQ at pasir ris park, celebrate 3 classmates' birthday. it was the first time our class had a gathering even though only half of the class turn up. it was a SUPER DUPER crazy BBQ ever with my frens. suddenly i felt that happy im able to have them as my classmates. =)

as days pass, we get more and more slacking hours. some will watch anime, others would play Pokemon (LOL) if you want freedom, come to FSRC! the place to train slackers and "flexible in thinking" LOL!
and now im so worry that my brain will corrupt, cos TEP really don need much brain juice and cells. you only need it during projects. THAT'S ALL!!


our teacher mention self regulation during discussion. that was SUPER RANDOM!



Peaceful days.......

weexx at last i got my contact lenses! =)
cant grow finger nails for my thumb and index finger LOL!

hmmxx feeel bit uncomfortable, eyes cannot breathe! LOL...

but slowly will get use to it!

YEAH! It's has been a long time!! i waited exactly 2 weeks!! i get my contact lens! i called the shop quitie a few times, they said will contact me but NEVER! have to chase them for lenses!

Im so happy !
and the promise with sock hua! =) HAHA!

went out to compass point to hunt for BILL MILLER book. Manage to find one book hope it's relevant to me! BILL MILLER is driving my crazy!

afternoon went to tampines mall to meet kristi, had long john sliver with her.
the moment we step into TM, many ppl give us THAT stare! ok i admit my fren, kristi dress too random! (sorry kris) BUt so what!!?? none of your business!

worse when we reached long john's, we "invited" more stares! and there is one PARTICULAR guy who stare us! I mean like SIR can you concentrate on your GF!! Ur stare is IRRITATING us! EVEn worse! two teen girls sat beside us, i can tell you! one of them keep turning her BLOODY head to our direction! PLS concentrate on ur meal!
and the most DUH part is when we leave, we caught the irritating gal taking the chilli sauce packet that we left over. ARE YOU THAT DESPERATE???!!!

kris went home and change, we head down to hougang mall. walk around and there was singing competition.

i slack the whole day at school! just like having sentence in school for 9 weeks.
now i get a taste of how jail life is.

walk in and out of the room, sleep, surf net, watch movie, slack at staircase with frens. i feel so useless! soon or later my mind will turn rusty for sure!!

i thought i can collect my contact lens today, i wait & waited but no calls from the shop.
when i reached hm, i asked my fren to call to shop, thE lady said latest is next week! SADDED!

and report ! projects. NO BRAIN juice! stupid cant find the information i want !
at least i finished the first person :George Soros .
Bill Miller still huntingn his info!
anyone can help me ??!!

Great now i have my contact lens debt, seriously i don have $$ to spend on other things.
even now having meal so got problem.
feeling sick now! so many things to spend! %^$^%$&^%&**&#$@* (all the bad words i know)

cant wait to finish this month quickly!!!

this sept month is stuffing my throat!

BAHHHHHH......

i don noe why the blog image has gone missing! forget it lazy to change a new one

the question to myself was: who do you regard as a PASSER BY in ur life?
People come and go. they either leave HAPPY or CRUEL traces in your life.

im very happy to meet frens who cares about me.they share my happiness and worries.
i also want thanks those people who pass by my life, make a mess and leave. WHY? cos you make me think clearer and grow stonger.

those who make me suffer, i'll promise myself to make you suffer twice of my sufferings.
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who will be there for you in the end?
my 1st fren said: in the end, is your life partner.
my 2nd fren said: in the end, you still stand alone.

what do you think?
some might want to get into a relationship, enjoying the feeling of loving some1 and being love back. well i cant denied the fact, cos i have these thinking sometimes LOL
some just simple enjoy single life, no commitment. Know more friends. single is good for me too LOL

even though i live your life to the fullest, there always an empty space in my heart. That Unknown emptiness. how & what to fill? in the end it's still me who decide it.




glad that i've made changes in my life, and i will continue to change my life.

its rather a boring day today, have not started our new project yet! LAZY!
Topic of the day was: a redundant group member from other team and computer virus!
and watched a movie from jackson laptop :bridge to terabithia.
i wanted to cry but did not, cos very embarrassed. keep forcing my tears.
touching movie.

AND one more thing!! Student from NYP who see this post! Please kindly take notE!
PLEASE do not use ur thumbdrive to do printing at the school printing shop.
cos my fren went to to printing at school, after a few days she found out that the folders in her thumbdrive cant be open. and subsequently her laptop got virus as well. and my virus also being transfer to other fren's laptop and thumbdrive.
PLease Be careful. Thank you.


hope sock hua is free tml. so we can go down and take our contacts. OMG i cant wait!!
so excited. don noe how it feel like wearing contacts ! weexxx!

today was a crazy day for me. =)
went out to Ang Mo Kio Hub with 2 of my frens , Pooja and Faizal.
raining cats and dogs but we still insisted to go AMK for lunch. all faizal crazy ideas!
we waited for cabs in three difficult places, only the last place we manage to hail a cab.
we ask the uncle to stop at the bus stop, but he so heartless went to stop further from the bus stop. three of us had to run like chickens. and i was drenched from head to toe.

pathetic! drenched ourselves just to accompany my crazy fren eat KFC for lunch!
went AMK, i bought shoes from converse ! weexxx! next time , i don have to spend $$ buy sandals.

met sock hua during evening for contacts hunting! spot prey. $60 plus solutions cost about $70 for half year. monthly disposable. =)
so happy!

lalala!

when there was me and you
Vanessa Anna Hudgens



It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song

Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

the song tells me that Love is not a fairytale.

chatted with kris with random topic. haha
and i love onion, the cute icon! haha!

i did mention that i want to hunt for contact lens, but the shop never open.
in the end sis and i went to hunt for POSB cash deposit, haha the 2 of us were fidgeting with the machine. Me being a Pumpkin, first time doing cash deposit haha!
sad to say, the cash deposit is to pay my phone bill.

late evening, went jogging.
saw suat teng across the road but did not get the chance to say hi to her.
feel wonderful to finish my mini marathon. weexxx



$^#^%$&%^&F, have to go back to school tml.!! everyone is having holiday!! =(
BUT Im still stuck at my ATTACHMENt!!!

Vanessa Hudgens Say Ok Music Video (Official with Zac Efron)



You are fine
You are sweet
But I'm still a bit naive with my heart
When you're close I don't breathe
I can't find the words to speak
I feel sparksBut I don't wanna start seeing you
If I can't be your only one


[Chorus]
So tell me when it's not alright
When it's not ok
Will you try to make me feel better?
Will you say alright? (say alright)
Will you say ok? (Say ok)
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be ok)
Say Ok.


When you call I don't know if I should pick up the phone every time
I'm not like all my friends who keep calling up the boys, I'm so shy
But I don't wanna be into you
If you don't treat me the right way
See I can only start seeing you
If you can make my heart feel safe (feel safe)

[Chorus]
When it's not alright
When it's not ok
Will you try to make me feel better?
Will you say alright? (say alright)
Will you say ok? (Say ok)
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be ok
Don't run away, don't run away)


Let me know if it's gonna be you
Boy, you've got some things to prove
Let me know that you'll keep me safe
I don't want you to run away so
Let me know that you'll call on time
Let me know that you won't be shy
Will you wipe my tears away
Will you hold me close and safe

Chorus]
When it's not alright
When it's not ok
Will you try to make me feel better
Will you say alright? (say alright)
Will you say ok? (Say ok)
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be ok)
Say OK
(Don't run away, don't run away)
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be ok, don't run away)
Will you say OK
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be ok)

went out with my sister to suntec, just to buy that belt that i saw ytd! haha! guess what my sister also bought one! lol
went malay wedding this evening, at bencoolen mosque. we have walk from dhody ghaut to the wedding place. i saw "i not stupid too" actor. the handsome one with his gf.
we continue walking. finally we reached..


ok here come the random pics
i love this pics haha! face look bit round zzz

fergie-Big Girls don cry


Avril Lavigne: When You're Gone


i cried when these videos.
stupid tears again

why me?
happened so RANDOMLY that is me.
what a joke.
KINDA ridiculous when i think about it.

i blame my stupidity.

curiousity kills the cat.

why do i have to overeact?










still just
me, myself & rachel
would be better