Life is a bitch
Friday, August 31, 2007
stupid tears

im back to my silly state.

time to time , crying alone.
stupid tears!
cant stand my own weakness.


A super random Day!

Had a "Date" with sock hua at Marina square. Have not see each other for sooo long le. well still the same, we update each other haha! that's what we mostly do! Oops!
settle "lunch" at the food court, suay enough a couple sat beside us. both of them are bickering, the lady look irritated and the guy keep disturbing her. LOL! too dramatic!

we saw esther, she was rushing to work.
we stroll around aimlessly. went to suntec city.
drank bubble tea and play arcade haha!
then again we start roaming around, i bought a t shirt and a red heart shaped necklace for kristi. she has been looking for that necklace for a very long time. bought as birthday present LOL!
kris hope you don mind! =P
we saw ronald, my sec one classmate. Pathetic! when i smile at him , he don recognize me! LOL!
have i change so much Lol...

took bus 70 home. took pics =)
guess what!! when me and sock hua alight from 70. WE saw kris and her 2 other fren waiting for 147 ! HAHA!!
five of us waited for the same bus! lol

orange is hers and white is mine!


random enough??? i love this!



Wednesday, August 29, 2007
Life is Really UNFAIR! i hate it!!

i feel like digging a hole and bury myself inside.
that's how i felt ytd!
hmmmx well it seems, this whole thing has been treated like a joke!
i said "big girls don cry" but i realised this sentence has no impact on me.
i will never make myself so F***ing stupid ANYMORE!
Loathing
Overpowered
Vicious
Evil

well cant be worse, today i got back my second stopover(CSC). well it seems like a good complimemt at first but in the end they said "well rachel, judging by all this comments, UOB has decided to give you a B." ya! that's it ! END OF STORY!
can i said it is so unfair or just blame that my luck just SUCKs! well i cant change the fact tat e result is already announced!!!


Tuesday, August 28, 2007
i am SO silly!



Sunday, August 26, 2007
two souls in a body

some thoughts is bothering me..
feel like crying.

how?

hmmmxx must have think too much.
never mind



cant believe i'd fallen into another trap.


sick!



Saturday, August 25, 2007










lazy to write! i have been posting these pics for two times but always fail due to connection problem!! $^$%&^*&^(%^!!!
went out with kris, my dear to bugis.
bought cardigan AGAIN! crazy for cardigan! lol
then we head down to marina square!
marina square has the best air condition!!

had a great conversation with kris! lol
kris you know what i mean!
i love KRISTI!!!
miss you!!


Thursday, August 23, 2007

second week of my stopover at FSRC.. what i can say is "SUPER SLACK"
me and my frens watch movies haha and whole room instantly became a movie theatre... and we go for break like no body business.
play games.. haha know how to play counter strike LoL...

tml going to shenton way to attend a training (about funds and adminstrative stuffs, not too sure) and we have to wear formal attire! =( hate that! =X

ohh i am so bored at school... passing the stretch of cold walkway.. countless time. IN and OUT..
booo!!!

need to collect my apple strudel at bugis..... hmmmmxxx


Monday, August 20, 2007

Had ushering for my first day at FSRC stopover. ! Signing of MOU.. =)
the program began at 3pm. super formal event. met alot of industry ppl. and during the reception me and my three other frens were having fun. joking around and exploring the guests.LOL.
we waited and waited, after that Dr chan came over and ask us, "help ourselves with the buffet"
haha... there was cheese stick, mini chicken pie, fish finger, chocolate and blueberries tarts, mini cheese and oreo cake, and fried mini donut.

had a fun time, during the reception.. eat, drink, taking photos.


pooja and faizal... what wrong with your eyes(faizal)
pooja, jackson and faizal
signing of MOU...
"signing" table
seating gallery
yummy food!!! =)
the cheese cake and oreo cake taste superb!!! 5 stars!!
cheers!!!
cheers again!!!
retard face! LOL

buffet caterers: PurpleSage !!
take note of them!!!
serve good food!


Saturday, August 18, 2007

UOB gathering at the orchard cineleisure's Kbox ytd. 20 ppl in total.
me and my UOb frens went there first. we reached Kbox around 6.30pm. we met our supervisor halfway. we also had buffet, yummy yummy...
me and xinyang sang about 5 songs in totally .LOL.. =)
hmmxx atmosphere not that high...... stay until 1o pm then went back home with rebekah...


lazy saturday....
went to cut my hair...
raining
feel like sleeping
another random post
borrinng
Had a webcam conversation with kris.my dear fren too!
miss our bugis trip..


my new hairdo.only one side is long. heexx
cant wait my hair to grow long, will able to see the slanted "V" shape
weexx




Thursday, August 16, 2007


sometimes i don understand myself.

am i just entertaining or just trying to avoid how i feel?
true or fake?

look into the mirror, i can see the gal trying to figure out her life.

now i can see that she is really cruel, two sided, mentally unstable and confusing.


Tuesday, August 14, 2007




































hahA!! the UOB pics is here! Yeah!
first daY back to school, feel so weird lar... no sense of belonging. BOrinng!!!
Xin Yang sms in the morning to tell me that she hate walking that long stretch of path !

ME too i hate it!

















Monday, August 13, 2007
















i love them !!!
sweethearts!