yes i admit sometimes i do put on mASK when i am outside.
so what?!
and i will continue to put on my Mask,
you can call it deceive or what ever SHIt,
i had enough of living behind shadow...
i have to rebel.
one more thing~ to the salesMAN who sell Gelare ice cream! i did PURCHASE the coupon frm my fren the voucher states there "this voucher entitles a single scoop ice cream" expiry date is on 15 DEC 2007, you need to speak LOUDER! F***
i will be mean if you treat me mean!
too bad that you have not see the evil side!
Friday, July 27, 2007
haha! finally i got my $$ for UOB... my supervisor came to UOB to pass us our allowance. woo so happie. had a small celebration with my fren during lunch time, we had MOS burger. HEEXX! time seems to pass so quickly, my fren told me that i will be posted to FSRC for my next stopover. LoL! Learn stock marketing! bit excited, but at the same time feeling sad cos my days at UOB is coming to an end! the HOT topic that we gossip and cursing that me and fren always do! lol.. but now we are going different stopover ! OMG! i am going to miss them! good memories! i am going to take alot of pics!!!
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
The reason-Hoobastank
hoobastank-Disappear
today take flexi leave! at last don need to take calls for a day!! haha! went out with mum to Ang Mo kio hub. treat mum subway and she say the sandwich is yummy!! lol! then we went shopping, me and mum could not find any nice shirt and we were grumbling going to the wrong place! Lol!!! so happpy that i can spent some private time with my mum! daughter and mum's talk! went jogging in the evening.
YEAH!! tml i can collect my new bag! =) i am so happy! but no high expectations !
later at night hmmxx, i was looking through the photos taken when i was in primary till now.
realised i change ALOT. when i say alot i mean it,
i really want to post my primary school ez link card photo but i DON have the courage!! LOL!
lucky i got my dad to set a good example for me. if not i will be in my worst state! thank you papa!
DON verbally say out! cos verbally saying out that you want to be in good shape but not taking ACTION! will not make you go any Further!
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
what is relationship and comittment to you? Do you noe?
what is the difference between in love and marriage??
what is the difference between "i love you" and "i love you, let me take care of you" ?
what is the difference between infuation and in love?
recently, i borrow a book from the library name "Cinderella was a liar" written by Brenda Della Casa.
Basically, this book is telling female not to dreaming about meeting a perfect prince and there is no Fairy tale story! using the cinderella theorem, the author is conveying a message to all the female that PLEASE BE REALISTIC~ TO MEET A RIGHT GUY, YOU NEED NECESSARY CHANGES AND RIGHT ATTITUDE, nOT BY dreaming or comparing your bf.....! t
this book is really interesting!!
for female who ares stilll dreaming getting their perfect prince charming, DON BOTHER.
this is not the fairy tale year, it;s 2007..
Saturday, July 21, 2007
how shld i say it?
i mean, hmmmxxxxxxx
why am i typing? FOR god SAKE! why??
tired ...borring,
where is the excitment?
i want to go out!!
anyone> bring me kai kai??
i made new frens.. they are in school as me but different courses. but now we are like one big family !
fresh air please...
ferris wheel and fireworks tml again. lol.. for the first time i am sick of the fireworks.
sometimes i just hate fireworks, it just happen for a spilt seconds, for that moment how you wish time will stop and let you enjoy the fireworks. too bad time don stop.
so saddd,
need shoulder to lie on, perhaps pillow will be better? bleah..
FACE it!! you did it...
Monday, July 16, 2007
Bon Jovi-It's My Life
aerosmith-I don't wanna to miss a thing
armageddon, the show is super nice. i cry everytime i watch this show. haha!! so emotional!
Land Before Time - If We Hold On Together
MOnday!! haha. we all agree to wear BLACK!! looks cool =) and at the end of our debrief we took grp photos togther! hoho
today hairin and sara were not around. one on MC another on Leave =( we were all complaining cant operate well cos feels weird without them around us. Lol! cos everytime we got qns, we will go shouting "Sara, i've got sth to ask you/Hairin i've got sth to ask you too!!" Lol!!
but first time without 2 of them, we are stil able to survive haha!! must be independent!!
so tired today, sleepy as well. =)
Sunday, July 15, 2007
sunday. went out with my sister to compass point, heartland mall and hougang mall. LOL! searching for my office wear, went to compass pt and heartland cant find any.
in the end, me and sister went to hougang mall to give our last try. haha, finally we went to C.O.A.X and saw a long sleeve grey cardigan and a black office skirt. guess what the cardigan cost $17!!! hahaah!!! damn!! really good buy!!! HOHOHOho!!
I AM SO HAPPY !! GREAT DEAL! then we went to library to borrow books. have not read novels for a long time.
now i am reading a book name "cinderella was a liar" by Brenda Della Casa. =)
tml is the sixth week of my TEP, time pass so fast. i have not warm my chair at UOB, and yet i am leaving the place soon. i will miss that place. =( cherish the moments i have!! =)
AT last i can sign in the friendster and view my profile!! damn it cos ytd i log in to view my profile and the stupid pop up block my view! Long story anyway!! haha, only those who kena will understand..
BIG fire!!! actually is fireworks on the highway. awesome! parade begins. see the 3 faces?? combination of water and lighting effect. primary 5 students filling up the empty seats. the ferris wheel beside us. goodie bags for the VIP... rainbow they are so happy , wide smile on their faces !! awesome! High rise buiding and fullerton hotel second view with the floating balloons
lonely... me and my fren were sittin near the coast. wind blowing on our faces, the stage me and my fren, ugly pass..!!! empty seats with company of ferris wheel
fishes running pass the stage.underwater world theme under the bridge, we sat there taking pictures and stoning at the same time
Friday, July 13, 2007
it's FridAY!!!! haha..my supervisor e mail to us about the july dress theme:JUngle haha he told that we can wear any colours with BROWN or GREEN.. LoL!!
haha today, quite smooth for me. no difficult calls.
here some photos taken:
Peach tarts from deli.. YUMMMY!!! BUT MIXED FRUITS TARTS TASTE NICER!!! HAHA!! $2.80 each!
Thursday, July 12, 2007
today went back to school alone cos my fren went to UOB to replace my fren. haha so i slack there alone, sleeping and reading reader digest.. Lol..
then teacher told me that she is going to take one of us from the group and put either me or rebekah as full timer at UOB. so my teacher cant decide so she use voting method to decide who should be the full timer, haha i was pick.. =) HAPPY happy..
left four weeks of my stopover liao... soon i am changing to another new stopover, i am going to miss the days at UOB de... even though working there is stress but i am very satisfied with the end result. I can learn alot things from there.
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
Went back to school for haf day cos replacing my fren at UOB in the afternoon!!! Boriing lar slacking at school!! those students went for their morning breaks, i stay in the room to SLEEP!! i took some photos of the boriing room!!
the corner that i always sit when i am in school! damn cold lar !! look at the chairs condition, pathetic lar !! this is the desk area, pathetic computer without INTERNET!! AND CANT PLAY GAMES !! and the stupid callmaster!!
me with the going to die look!! cos i cant wait to get out od SCHOOL!!! ARGH!!
Last Saturday first NDP show at Marina BAY !! i forgot to post it...
look at the children who are performing. they are so organized and they stack their starfish costume neatly when they finished performing. Look at the bright pink and green spots starfish!! the children eating Pizza for their lunch!! personal pan pizza i also want !!! the finale, COO L SIA!! FIREwork! pathetic, i only took videos for the fireworks LOL!!
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
omg !!! i am so tired today !! hmmxx answer calls until tired, cant anyone imagine. Like fighting battle with the customer who calls in and enquire on somthing.
mentally tired.. No wonder singaporean suffer from depression easily Lol!!!!
going back to school in the morning only cos replacing my fren at UOB in the afternoon , cos my fren got competition. ZZZzzz... we had some gossip matter going between us HAHA... cos there one particular person in our intern group. Lol!!! Shall keep my mouth HOHO!!
strong but weak ..
Sunday, July 8, 2007
good sunday.. finally i get to slack at home with my family. =)surf the net and drink bubble tea haha.. nice peach green tea!! lol chat with sock hua at msn , then we went jogging at about 5pm. haha.. everytime want jog with her , the weather will be dark or rain. but today can finally jog with her. hmmmxx tml new week ahead, bad or good??
to you: if u ever read this entry, i just want to tell you that. i am really very happy and blessed to meet you. together for so long, your love is still there. your care and concern which no one can compare. i felt the love.
maybe, as ur fren say i will regret breaking with you. but since i made the choice, i cant have regrets. but from time to time, when i think of the days i spend with you all the memories are sweet and real.
thank you for appearing in my life.
i did gave you my heart.
Ytd went for my first NDP.. ushering was tough. we had to stand under the hot sun to wait for the audiences come in and take up the seat. me and my buddy wait and wait and we crap alot of rubbish haha..
soon stream of ppl coming, slowly they filled from the green sector then to our yellow sector. different kind of ppl ( young, couples, families, foreigners).... about the six something the show started BUT THE weather is still very warm!! No matter how much sunsrceen i put, still no use cos when i sweat, the sunscreen will "melt" !! Lol... later we were asked to go back to the back stage to have our dinner which was KFC!!
2 pieces of chicken , BUn and Mashed potatoes and plain water. after that the army guys distribue ice cream for us. Lol! Yummy !! =)
after our dinner, we went to back seating gallery to watch the parade! this year NDP is different, is more like Stage arTS.. like a Concert..
THE FINALE!! THAT EVERYONE IS WAITING FOR.......FIREWORKS!!! wohoho!! wa is damn NICE!!! lasted about 5 minutes !! haha!!! when the fireworks started, the audiences quickly take out their camera and digi cam and take pics or videos!! Lol!! i am also one of them !! LOLOLLOLOL!!
after the show, we had briefing, then me and AZLINA went to take MRT to hougang .
tiring day
Thursday, July 5, 2007
what the hell !!! i tried to post some photos!! but the stupid blogger's images is down !! THE!! *angry angry*
hmmxx so tired and sleepy today. cant disclosed problems i meet.
why cant i feel anything at all, Numb?? or just hack care?!!?!!?!! perhaps perhaps
Wednesday, July 4, 2007
THIS SATURDAY.. i am going to have my first ushering for NDP ( NE SHOW 0) wohoohohoho....
so excited .. going to see fireworks so many times HAHA.. so happy .
i'm so tired today , answered one stupid call!!! so funny lor want complain me cos i am not helping her !! Lol!!
sleepy sleepppyyy !!!
Tuesday, July 3, 2007
Just so you know Jesse McCartney"
I shouldn't love you but i want to I just can't turn away I shouldn't see you but i can't move I can't look away
And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop
Just so you know This feelings takin control Of me and i can't help it I wont sit around I can't let him win now Though you should know I've tryed my best to let go of you But i don't want to I just gutta say it all before you go Just so you know
It's gettin hard to Be around you Theres so much i can't say And do you want me to hide the feelings And look away
And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop
Just so you know This feelings takin control Of me and i can't help it I wont sit around I can't let him win now Though you should know I've tryed my best to let go of you But i don't want to I just gutta say it all before you go Just so you know
This emptyness is killin me I'm wonderin why i've waited so long Lookin back i realize it was always there to be spoken Now i'm waitin here Been waitin here
Just so you know This feelings takin control Of me and i can't help it I wont sit around I can't let him win now Though you should know I've tryed my best to let go of you But i don't want to I just gutta say it all before you go Just so you know
Lol...today we really laugh like hell Lor... she is reallly funny OMG !! Even my supervisor knows who is ice crean Lol!!! Hhaaahahhahaahha
today i had quite alot of cases!! but was quite smooth for me =)
heexx tml i am going to UOB again cos i need to replace my fren, cos she is on MC =) so happy don need go back to school !
Monday, July 2, 2007
do i really look fierce when i don talk Lol...You ppl reallly don understand haha....
But i believe my love ones wil noe..Hope so =P
Ya it is true when i don talk , i will look dao and fierce Lol.. sometimes my mum will you as if ppl owe me alot of $$$ !!! LoL....
WELL you guys don really noe me yet , so you all think tat i am fierce... Lol THAT is your business Lol!!!!
Just So You Know jesse McCartney
I shouldn't love you but i want to I just can't turn away I shouldn't see you but i can't move I can't look away
And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop
Just so you know This feelings takin control Of me and i can't help it I wont sit around I can't let him win now Though you should know I've tryed my best to let go of you But i don't want to I just gutta say it all before you go Just so you know
It's gettin hard to Be around you Theres so much i can't say And do you want me to hide the feelings And look away
And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop
Just so you know This feelings takin control Of me and i can't help it I wont sit around I can't let him win now Though you should know I've tryed my best to let go of you But i don't want to I just gutta say it all before you go Just so you know
This emptyness is killin me I'm wonderin why i've waited so long Lookin back i realize it was always there to be spoken Now i'm waitin here Been waitin here
Just so you know This feelings takin control Of me and i can't help it I wont sit around I can't let him win now Though you should know I've tryed my best to let go of you But i don't want to I just gutta say it all before you go Just so you know
Sunday, July 1, 2007
today went out with my UOB fRENS.. haha Five differents gals from same school, But different Courses and Background! =)
nice hanging out with them, i noe them better and vice versa. =) we watched "Transformers" WOHOHOH!!! "sCREAM scReam !!!! I like the MOvie so MUCH !!! dAMM !! iT IS SOOOOO mAGNIFICANT!!!! oh mY GOD!! gOT TO WATCH THE MOVIE!!!
the movie lasted for 2 and half hour .. after that we went to the food court and have our dinner.. after dinner was the gals talk hahah we kept talking and laughing... soon we realised that is was quite late so we head OUR WAY HOME !! =)
tml going to start work again... hmmxxx it seems that weekend also pass so quickly de!! =(