i doubt no one will see my blog bah..
that will be better.
have put a false image for myself?? creating an illusion for myself, doesnt exist at all.
i just want go back to the past amend all the things that i have done.
i should have more courage i should have.. now it all "i should have"

i wasnt the me, i was just pretending to be me that all..
my eyes seeing double, my body slowly became numb.

was that karma?

我快要不行了, 真真的我在哪里???